h.a.t.e.

I am pissed. This is probably the best sentence to explain how I feel atm.
I should be happy blabla bla but you know what?! I dont want to right now.
I am just angry. Angry at my parents for making stuff way too complicated.
Angry at myself for being so unorganized the last couple of weeks.
For being so messy, neglecting and kinda gross.
I am angry at myself for not working out. For being just a lazy B***

I do not eat right. Do not treat myself right. I do not do anything right.
And then I start stressing out 1 day before the deadline.
Stupid, Stupid me, never enhances. Y.E.Y. -.-